Seriously? Motherhood?

Wow what a week it has been. Don't get me wrong we've had fun its just that its been hectic and made me think of my mothering skills or shall I say I have NONE! I have been trying so hard to have patience with Aidan. I feel bad cause I lose it more then I'd like to and I use swearwords when I'm upset. Aidan then repeats them and I laugh about it. I shouldn't really laugh but sometimes its the only funny thing that happens that day! Kennedy has this silly cold back. For some reason it just lingers with her. Maybe cause she was born early I'm not sure but its driving me insane. She's not a snuggle baby either so its very hard to soothe her. At times I wish Aidan and her would have switched places cause Aidan was super snuggly and I could've handled Aidan being my last baby cause he let me baby him. Kennedy wants NONE of that. So it breaks my heart a little. I am pretty impressed the way I have handled Ben being gone. I haven't cried maybe twice. I keep up with things quite well and get the kiddos out of the house! I love it when people say everyone's done it....cause it makes me wanna say seriously no kidding but its still not fun!!!! Well I do have pictures to post but my house needs a little attention too. Oh what shall I choose? Bed maybe? Hopefully you are all enjoying your Dec! I can't believe its going to be 2010! Holy cow where has the time gone?

When it Rains.....IT POURS

They aren't lying when it rains in the South it pours. My entire backyard looks like a POOL! Aidan was concerned about his toys. They'll be just fine!